domingo, 31 de março de 2013

The 4th. step waltz


I've been awake watching you sleep
for many times your company
But this illusion was so vain
you've been floating around the insane
your eyes were closed just too tight
for me to notice what wasn't right.

I counted freckles on your back
As if to-do's I was in lack,
but I just chose to be there, dear
Helping you face your deepest fears
and then those days just passed me by
I realized you no longer mine

I searched for you in lots of places
and kissed your mouth in thousand faces
Heard some loud songs
I hit a bong
then I decided "time to stop"

I figured out in a way, cruel
that all of this wasn't for you
It was me there, and I got scared
of all the things I left to do
so thanks for what you brought to me
this heavy sip of reality

I hope you find someone your way
that like I did, opts to stay
and that this time you stay there too
being both happy, lying on truths
I will recover, I always do
Sometimes we win, sometimes we lose.